Well, I had said that I was going to enroll in classes to finish my degree and I did. Funny, thing is I will not have a high tuition bill considering financial aid. I was so afraid of taking on another bill that I think I talked myself out of it most of the time. I was pretty shocked at my payments. Now, I am kicking myself for not starting sooner. I am going to do this I should be graduating at the same time my oldest is finishing high school and that will enable me to get a better position at my job and be comfortable while helping him get through college. I know it is not easy and I still will need to maintain my household but my children understand that this is something I "have to do".
I went to church this morning at Olivet Baptist Church and his sermon title was Why Did I Get Married? and for the single people, Why Should I Get Married? Of course with the release of Tyler Perry's Why Did I Get Married? it was so fitting. Mainly he spoke to married people but what got me was when he was praying and he said for single people to place their hand over their heart if they are looking for someone. He also said if you are not right with yourself then you should not be looking for someone. I thought, "that is me!" I know I still have some things to work on for me. I felt so good about that because I know I have some growing to do. I want to better me before I allow someone in my life on that level. I know once I get my inner self together then God will give me someone who can enhance my life and be a true partner.
